Untrue friends

Dear diary:

I think there's something worth for me to blog about.
That's why I'm here when I'm supposed to complete my assignment asap.
This post may sound nasty and unpleasant. I don't know.
I'm posting how I feel, no hard feelings to people out there.
I shall just write on..

Seriously, I dislike having friends that are untrue.
It's like I treat you as my buddy/ies and at the end, what I got in return, isn't what I expected.
I spoke to you but did you ever care?
It's just like me talking to a wall.
I've been keeping this in my heart for long.
Now, I blog it out to make me feel better.

And, I try my best to help you in times of need.
What's next?
You don't bother to respond when I need help.
Is that what a true friend holds?
I guess not.

Don't feign ignorance..
like you don't know I'm asking for help.
Sometimes, I really wish to stop what I'm doing and keep quiet throughout.
I know that won't work in any way.
So, I continued to be myself.
I hope this post is just merely on how I feel,
and, not some pin-pointing stuffs.
I will be myself and continue leading my ordinary life.


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School life:

The same old thing goes..
Piles of assignment, projects, tests, examinations waiting for me.
Pimples settling on me.
Heavy bag everyday is intolerable.
Lesser time spend on Boyfriend♥ make me have mental trauma.
Some uncooperative pal/s isn't pleasant.
Periodic headaches are unbearable.
Limited hours of sleep makes my bags grow darker.
And, it sucks big time.

All the bad things above, now comes some heart-warming stuffs.
Boyfriend♥ had been encouraging me.
He's the pillar in my life.
My parents care for me.
They are not hesitant in picking me up at downstairs.
Cos' I fear some eerie stuffs. :D
My sister, sometimes a pain in my neck, and her Boyfriend make me smile.
Grandpa and grandma iron clothes and cook for me without grudges.
Not forgetting, my girls and friends who showed concern.
I love♥ all of you!

Lots of love♥,
Samantha..